Nicole

~Lost in Darkness~
2002-05-10 02:17:20 (UTC)

Later that day...

OK this is the second entry for today. Well PJ said since
he didnt have to work that he really wanted to come over.
Fine, Greg was bored and nothing to do so he wanted to come
over, that was fine. We found PJ a pair of swimming trunks
and we all went swimming with my brothers friends. I tried
not to seem to attached one guy or the other. After we got
out of the pool (because of the thunder) we changed
clothes. We went into the family room and watched the
Simpsons, and then we "watched" Ocean's 11. We all had seen
it before so me and Greg had this little game of cat and
mouse going on dealing with my feet. Well they ended up
ganging on me and tiering me out to exaustion. Than cramps
hit in, i could barely even watch the TV. Well at 8:30 PJ
had to go home. Well when he left Greg didnt seem to mind
showing a little more affection than before hand. We were
sitting in the love seat together (I had tied to look him
down when he turned it against me and pulled me into his
lap :-) ). I guess when he thought i wasent paying
attention hed sneak a little kiss on my hand, or something
of the sort. It was sweet, I would of kissed him back if I
had been single without a sencond thought about it. Well
when I did make it ovis that i was paying attention hed rub
his hand up and down my arm. Or rub his hands together till
they were real warm and place his hands on my stomack for
my cramps, his cure for cramps. LOL like a guy knows
anything about the pain of crapms. Well we, no actually i
got tierd of watching the movie so i pulled him into my
room, letting my brother watch the ending alone. Well I was
still in pain, and ovislly he knowticed. He was cute. When
i had "threatened" him, he had picked me up. Well, lets
just say I wasent prepared for that! Like ive said before,
I like to be picked up, its a requirement for my futor
husband, but damn! I think im addicted to him, no wait, i
know i am. I was afraid of this happening. I asked him over
without even relising what i was doing itill he said
alright if he wasent busy. When we were in my room he
pinned me right there, i hadnet even done anything, and all
i could think was damn hes hot! If im to be torn between to
men, let it be after schools out, once ive brotten my
grades up before finals, and after finals. After Finals,
throw anything at me, ill be so happy its over i wont care.
Now i know my boy/friend knows theres attraction between
us, id just like to know when and what hes going to do
about it, not trying to be rude. Ya ill admit Gregs a
little immature, but hes fun to hang with. So far every
time hes been over ive had a blast. But im afraid its going
to end up like this relationship. Dating before friendship,
finding nothing in common, and becomeing really bored
really fast. Sound familiar to anyone? Well it happened on
my first relationship, now im on my second and its
happeining again, i dont want it to happen 3 times in a
row. Well because of these 2 boys, im tierd! So im going to
go ahead and go to BED!!!!!!

*plop* *snooze*.. zzzz.....zzz....zz..




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