Lenore the fool

Steal this diary
2002-05-09 00:43:45 (UTC)

Asshole

Yep that's me. A real asshole and jerk. I'm working on this
project and my friend comes peering in the window and i smile
and wave her in and were talking and as i see her i see my
boyfriend passing by. And after a few minutes i see him
leaning against the window staring at me and i give this look
like whoa you scare me, and it was he shoulda like tapped on
the window or come in with my other friend...no i should been
a good person and smiled and waved, but no i'm just a freak.
Why can't i just like my boyfriend...i'd break up with him
but my mom thinks i should wait till school is out and there
seems to be a lot of strss. It just never seems convent to
break up. I don't want to hurt him but i don't want to be
with him but i don't want school and stuff to be weird. Why
I can't i just love him as much as he loves me or in the same
way. I do love him but..just as a friend. Our relationship
would be find the way it is now it's almost back to just
friends except we can't date other people or anything. God i
need to stop being such a selfish little bitch.

~Lenore*




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