Gem

Just Gem
2002-05-08 08:39:46 (UTC)

Life is a bitch: Part 22

Hiya guys how are you? I am ok I got no lessons today
whatsoever see my Teacha has got GCSE oral exams to do and
so she moved our lesson to third but now she's doing the
ones for da kidz who were sick so our lesson is cancelled,
I think I betta start revision today I dunno I just know
that it's gonna make me panic, I mean I am so scared
about my exams and like most of my teachers just don't
even seem to care they're like well so is everyone else
and I'm like YEAH I KNOW THAT I AIN'T THAT DENSE ....well
actually maybe I am but y'know..........
I went out on Saturday (yeah I have a social life for
once !!) to this book thingy and there were famous authors
there and I went wiv one of my bets mates L and this lad I
fancy (M), we went wiv our Librarian and M and L are head
Librarians under her and I just kinda tagged along and I
was gonna tell M that I liked him cause I really
wanted to and I thought he felt the same, how wrong was I?
I was gonna b really cool and mature about it, but I ended
up just blurting it out. L left us alone at one point so I
cud tell him but I just couldn't get the words out I
didn't want to spoil it cause we were getting on really
well. Then later on he went to get a drink by himself and
I went afta him, I thought its now or never, I called him
but he didn't turn around, in a fit of desperation I just
blurted 'M I like you', just like that and the worst bit
was that he didn't turn around and just carried on wlking
away, I was gutted, I leant against the cupboard my heart
was racin I was breathin really fast and my face was was
really hot thinkin fuck fuck fuck, I hoped he hadn't
heard me. I went back to my seat(he was already there) and
sat down, a bit later on I whispered did you hear me? He
sed Yeah I went I've fucked up ain't I? He sed Yeah
again!! So there you have it in all it's glory the story
of my life knock back afta bleedin knock back,
sum1 tell me what the fuck is the point??? That is the
first time I've ever told a lad to his 'face' that I like
him and look where is got me I thought honesty was always
the best policy? Not in the real world. I just can't
believe it, I'd have never have told him if I hadn't have
thought that he felt the same way. I was told by sumone
that he liked me and my m8 thought he did 2, maybe he's
just shy, you gotta admit I didn't put it v well did I? No
wonder I only got a c in English Language !!!! *smiles* :)
Well I think I'm gonna go I mite write more l8r as I got
no lessons !!! BYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

gypsygem




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