*brokenangel*

a freak with a heart
2002-05-08 03:49:22 (UTC)

the constant changing stares of a love filled sky

huummmmm, im not sure what to talk about lol. there are
many things i wish to alk about but i can never seem ot ge
them out. ok well i guess i could jau talk about how im
feeling!!! thats always a good place to start right.
ok well lets start off with jeremy and i . things have
been going great with us. it's almost been 9 months and we
are more in love then ever before. we haven' really been
having problems everything is great i guess. no i didn't
mean it that way. i only meant that i am the kind of person
who like surprises in her life. and lately things have been
the same no real change, not that thats a bad thing at
all. it's just surprises make me happier, they exceit me
lol. i have a very short attenion span lol. i need
change!!!! now im not saying i need a new boyfriend at all,
i know i could never find anyone better then my baby. lol
it's jsut that sometimes i kinda wish he would do something
sweet and cute to just show me his love, you know something
different. something i wouldn't expect! lol something to
lighten the mood of my life every now and again. but you
can't have he world right! i know how much jeremy loves me
and i love him just as much. i love everything about him,
his looks, his personality (all sides of it) and his heart.
he has a very kinda heart, but from the way he talks it's
like im the only one who gets to see that. but im not
complaining, i would never change a thing about him. i love
him for him. he alwaqys asks me why i put up with him and
his way of thinking on things and i never know what to say.
cause i can' put into words how i feel abou him. i love him
soooo much that my love over rides all he says and does. ok
yeah when he says it i will admitte i get a little upset or
iratteted but not even an hour later i have completely
forgotten about it and to me it seems like nothing has ever
happened. now don't get me wrong of course i wish things
were a little easier who doesn't wish that? but im
perfectly and truelly happy with my life. i love my baby
more then anything and would never ever stop loving him,
cause no one is better!
ok lets me see what else i can talk about. lol my
friends and i are going on a trip friday. i can no wait i
am so excited to go. i mean all my friends there and thats
something that doesn't happen cause my friends are not all
the same in fact they are so different from each other. so
this should be fun. oooooh and i can't wait to get on a
roller coaster!!! i love those things. he only thing that
could be better is if my baby was with me, lol so that way
i could be my cute little self and hold his arm when im
scared lol. yeah i know im pathetic but seriously thats the
kinda person i am. actually lol every day i get at leas 10
ppl telling me that im so cute, and little, and like a
little kid, lol they told me that they can never get mad at
me cause im so sweet and cute lol. lol actually one of my
friends told me today i am the sweetest goth/punk person
they know. but thats me i have many sides to me! i may look
different cause i am, but i don't have to act like everyone
else as well cause then i would just be one of a crowd
again just a differnt crowd. i can be me and sill feel the
same abou things as others i just don' act the same lol and
never have! but anyway i guess this explains a little more
about me. bye-bye everyone

*brokenangel*