mesabijones.

mesabi jones.
2002-05-07 21:19:19 (UTC)

on freedom. maybe.

i was just thinking today that it is good to be able to not
have to go to work again, at least in a traditional sense.
i don't have to get up at a certain time or go to sleep at
a designated hour or make plans around someone else's plan
of what my day should be like.

it's the freedom to be an artist again. and i'm actually
busier than ever now that i'm not tied up by the
constraints of others: their attitudes, whims, bad hair
days, etc.

i can look back on yesterday and see a couple actual
accomplishments that actually have some sort of true
meaning to me, and not on a superficial level.

i remixed a song that didn't sound right for a long time,
and got it to nearly the state that i would like it to be
when others hear it. that is, i put a couple pieces of my
soul together yesterday. it's a good feeling.

and the site is coming along nicely, too. although it's
kind of frustrating because i'm in the really early
learning stages of knowing parameters and html and the
other things involved in having a professional-looking,
quality site, it's a rewarding frustration when i see the
moving picture link bar i spent five hours making actually
move across the screen. AND THE LINKS WORK TOO!!

well, now i've lost my train of thought because it was time
to eat and now i think it's time to nap. i guess i'll
continue this diatribe at a later time. or perhaps not. i
don't know.

mj




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