Aeriana

A day in the life....
2002-05-07 04:14:01 (UTC)

just not sure...

Dearest Readers~
Why is life the way it is? I'm just not sure anymore.
Planning, preparing, hopeing...but nothing is ever certain
til it happens for real. So then why is it that we do the
things we do, that we think the thoughts we do, that we say
and act the way we do? Because maybe deep down we know that
our hopes and dreams are not futile. That there is
happiness and a serene quality within our life when we
hope.
Dear friends, i know not why my life is the way it is, but
still i write about that which i do not know. Maybe it is
because i know what i write and i can read and re-read it
and maybe, perhaps, make some sense out of it. (God grant
me wisdom!)
Okay..now for what's going on in my life...Well finals are
over with (yay!) My summer class starts up next Monday, i
have to buy the books, pay the money, and go. I'm not
looking forward to it. Brian and i will probably still get
together, but his week plans changed some so that kinda got
awkward..i mean i don't want to be a hindrance to him doing
things he needs and wants to do..and currently that's what
i feel like i'll be. I want to see him so much! and i know
that these days will be sparse in the near coming future.
So i just don't know.
I'm still looking for a co-worker at CVS. I don't want to
end up being the only part-time tech working there this
summer 'cause that will mean No Time Off and No Free
Weekend! which will suck. So pray for me in this if you
pray. It's just one big ball of messed up thinking if you
ask me.
So that's me for the time being. Read on, press on, and
keep thinking and hopeing and dreaming...'cause if you
aren't going to, who will? God bless!
~Aeri




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