limelight

life is good!
2002-05-06 21:12:04 (UTC)

WhY?!?!?!

mMmMmMmMmmm... why am i here!! goodness you got me! i hate
this i don't understand stuff! pretty much everything! i
found out today that one of my "friends" has been lying to
me cuz she dont' want me to know the truth!!! its like why
say that i'm your friend then lie to me not a good friend!
i'm getting sick of it! everyone lies to me i dont' know
whos telling the truth! i dont know who to go to i need
someone!! yes i have dre but shes sooo busy and has her own
probs yes i have mary but i never really see her either!
yes i have jon but i don't think he wants to hear what is
he gonna say you'll get over it like my mom is saying to
me! i mean the only peeps that understand me right now is
dre and mary! ahhhhh i just need someone to talk to now i
can't take it! sooo many people are telling me one story
then someone else is saying its not true and i dont' know
what to do! i just got a feeling that everything is just
gonna go straight down hill! and its gonna piss me off cuz
i'm doing nothing! but sitting here and taking shit! you
may think i have a good life or a better one than you! but
you have no clue what the fuck is goin on on the account i
dont' talk! no i don't i'm admiting it!! i can only talk to
3 people and i wish one of them was here now i need him soo
much! my head is spinning soo much! and i'm soo lost! i
feel soo alone! i quit! i don't know what to do! i guess
i'll sit here take it and wait till it gets better! cya
CaSsIe
QuOtE: "I’m NoT a WhOrE i’M nOt A sLuT I JuSt GoT mOrE 2
sHaKe AnD sTrUt So AlL u HoEs WhO tHiNk Ur HoT gEt A cLuE
BITCH U’lL nEvEr HaVe WhAt I gOt!"




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