gabby

cosmic ski slopes
2001-06-04 15:48:37 (UTC)

Having a dilemna...

I'm having a serious crises here... Not a panick attack,
something worse, a
possibly-liking-somone-besides-my-perfect-boyfriend-
whom-I-love crises.... HELPHELPHELPHELP!
First of all, let me explain the "whom I love" thing: We
went out for his birthday this weekend (he turned 17 on
saturday) and while we were out dancing I told him that
I think I'm falling in love with him... Well, he said "me
too... secrets out" and since then I've realized there's no
"i think" about it... I am head-over-heels absolutely in
love with him... NOW THE BUT (WHY THE HELL IS
THERE ALWAYS A BUT???)
There's this guy I've known for a few years now, we've
kindof lost touch last year and now we're getting to be
friends again (kindof through someone else but it's all
cool) and I'm thinking if I ever did anything with
someone other than Nick it would be with this guy....
HELP HELP HELP.

I'm just freaking out... trying to find ways to ruin my
happiness, I always do this... I can't let myself, I think I
may take my xanax now, I'm freaking....
-vele




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