Shantie

Finding my Light
2002-05-06 04:53:53 (UTC)

Life Stress Free

Hi everyone. How are you all doing? I hope well.
Well I can not believe the last couple of weeks have been!
My emotions must have been on a rollercoaster for days!
Okay I'll start from the beginning...
The week of Prom went great. I felt good and sexy and
looked the part. The whole week I dressed perfectly.
Monday I found out I got an "A" on my spanish test so that
just made my day right there, but also I met some new
friends (who are not only nice but realyl cute). The rest
of the week i kicked it after school with my friends. That
week was the best week I ever had in a long time.
Prom went great. I got to drive my father's 2001
Cadillac (spelling) El Dorado to Prom. I couldn't believe
he let me, but he did. Kyla, Misty, and Sharon went with
me also. When we all got there Kyla and I looked around
for a little bit, seeing who was already there.
While we were talking to a friend Kyla caught Brandon
(my former boyfriend) staring at me. That made my night
right there. After that we all went on the dance floor and
practically never left it. I loved that dance floor and
didn't want to leave it. The next day my family and I went
to a NASCAR race. It was cool, but my babes, Earnhart
(spelling) and Jeff Gordon didn't finish it. We all had
fun though.
The next week was hell. For some reason I couldn't get
happy for the life of me. I should of won an award for my
acting. No one knew I was upset. Later on that week my
life got worst. I was really nevous, but I couldn't tell
anyone. It was just between my best friend, Lindsay, and
me. I really wanted to tell someone too.
I had a hard time keeping it from my friend, Chad, who
I care aout very much. I couldn't though. I didn't want
to take the chance of him looking at me different. Someday
I might tell though. For some reason I trust him a lot,
though I normally wouldn't. I know Chad will have an
important position in my life, but I don't think it might
be wise for him to know of what kind it is. Oh well
though. Time will time me what kind of importance he will
exactly have and when he be become aware of it. Until that
day when I figure out his purpose in my life, I'll just
enjoy having him in my life along with my other friends.




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