LesbianNamedJenn

Lesbian Stories...
2002-05-05 21:23:10 (UTC)

so i tired to show michelle the..

so i tired to show michelle the thingy that the mean person
wrote to me. and she didnt fucking care. i think that
pissed me off more than what the person wrote. she is
supposed to be my fucking sister. last nite she kept
telling me that i dontthink about anything that i do. that
i am going to regret all the things i do in my life like 20
years down teh road.

yea. well, i hope that she regrets being such aa bitch. she
is one of the two people in this world that can make me
cry. i hope she fucking appreciates that! i dont even know
why i care what she thinks any more. she pisses me off so
often and so much. i do everything i can to be nice to her.
and love her. and treat her like an adult. when she really
has no fucking clue what the real world is like and what
love is. and just everything. she is so fucking immature. i
dont know why i even bother.

she thinks taht, because i have made more mistakes then
her, that she is better than me. when it is the opposite.
she has no clue what i am really going through! how i wanna
just fucking die sometimes! she doesnt get it! i tell her
these things. and she says a bunch of shit that isnt true
taht makes me feel even worse.

i wish she would just shut her big fucking mouth sometimes
when she thinks she knows waht i am going through! fuck!

i just wanna smack the shit outta her sometimes! but...
shes stronger tahn me( : hehe. whatever.

she gives me hell about the relationships i am in. like
with me and jen. she always told me that i shouldnt have
gone out to oklahoma. and that i didnt really love jen and
all that shit. and now she is acting and doing the same
exact thing i did with jen. but she is doing it with a guy.
yea. so much fucking better! at least i am not going to end
up pregnant!

and also she says that i am rushing things with rachel. yet
she thinks she is gonna spend the rest of her fucking life
with steve!! and i know now that she most likely isnt. love
and life dont work like that! i know now!

i dunno. i guess she wont listen to me. the only way for
her to learn is to get her heart broken like i did. but it
still pisses me off. cuz i have been thru it all. and she
knows that i know waht i am talking about. i dunno.

jenn

MOOD: still wanna kill someone




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