ShaaShaa621

A Teenage Girls Perspective On Hell
2002-05-05 20:57:58 (UTC)

its my fathers house!...

A great big house
with lots and lots of room!
A great big table
with lots and lots of food!
A great big yard
where we can play FOOTBALL!
A great big house...
its my Father's house!

hehehe sorry. So i had to wake up at 9 this morning to go
to sunday school, and thats one of the songs we sang there.
Im in the Junior High part of my church, and in only a
month, im gonna be in Senior High! Yes! Last thursday, at
5:30am (i had to be at school by 7:50!), I was kidnapped by
the Senior High group and brought to a surprise breakfast,
lol! it was a lotta fun. This one guy named Arnold was duct-
taped stiff to a blanket, covered wth TBC stickers
(Thursday Breakfast Club), put in a TBC shopping cart, and
covered with syrup and apple juice, hehehe! poor guy. I was
late to school that morning, but since it was rainin cats
and dogs here in our suburb of D.C., i was excused. very
cool.

So after sunday school today, I went to my first softball
game. But it sucked! I was playing in the outfield the
whole time, and everytime we went up to bat, I STRUCK OUT!
and in practice i always hit home runs!!! ARGH!!! I was
soooo mad at myself, grr! oh well.

So at 1:55, i come home (with new Colgate 2 in 1
toothpaste - Icy Blast!) and my mom tells me "oh, shannon,
your friends want you to come to Strike bethesda with them
at 2:30." WHAT?!! It takes about 15 minutes to get there,
and I still gotta take a shower and everything! Agh! I
managed to make it. Unfortunately, my friend Jess wasnt
there... :(... (her sn on this diary place is Jezzie!) and
i was really sad. Only me, Tom (my ex bf), and Ruthy were
there. (ruthy and tom = the "perfect" couple.) I was REALLY
sad cuz i hadnt heard from Tarik all weekend, too. His
parents are divorced and he was at his dads house this
weekend, but still, hes usually online every night at 8-
1am! Boo hoo...

so me, tom, and ruthy went bowling. (Strike Bethesda is a
bowling alley.) a couple of years ago, I was soo good at
bowling, but i guess ive really changed cuz I SUCK!!!!!! my
total score was 35points in the end, lol, and when i was
10, i would get up to 142! hahaha... im so pathetic... Tom
came in first, ruthy came in second. oh wells!

so then i came home and mmmmm-mm, smelled some really good
brownies in the kitchen... but see, im on a diet cuz I
weighed myself over spring break and found that,... um.. i
need to lose weight BADLY. so i decided to do so. I lost 22
pounds in 16 days and then my dad thought i was going
anorexic, so he made me eat more (seriously!) and I gained
7 pounds!! ARGH!! it took me 2 weeks to get back on my
diet, but im back on it, and im happy. unfortunately, this
means no brownies. I was aware of that, right? When you
really wanna do something, you do it, right? But nooooo. My
mom decided to give me another one of her 5-hour lectures
about how men can eat so much more than women, blahblahblah
i really dont care! Do any of you have parents like that?!
They just keep on blabbing on and on about one small
topic?! I KNOW I CANT EAT THE DAMN BROWNIES, I DONT CARE
ABOUT WHAT THAT HAS TO DO WITH MY SEXUALITY! Argh! my mom
can be really annoying...

So i went downstairs, got online, and now im writing this.
Which reminds me... Im going into 9th grade next year at
Churchill H.S.! Im sooo happy! Im also gonna do something
that will totally wreck my reputation - IM GONNA RUN FOR
PREZ OF MY CLASS! I mean, why not? True, im not popular,
therefore im gonna lose ever so badly, but it could be fun!
ive already got a few ppl who said they'll vote for me,
hehe! Tom game me an awesome slogan. You take a poster, put
in big letters "SEX!!!!!!!" and then in smaller
letters "Now that i've got your attention, vote Shannon for
president" Isnt that just pure genius?!!! lol.

tonight, both of my brothers Doug (18) and Ryan (20) are
coming home for a big bbq. Doug (who i seriously think is
questioning his sexuality...) is bringing his friend Mike
and Mike is bringing one of his friends, while Ryan
(perfectly straight and looks like a backstreet boy) is
bringing his girlfriend Melissa. I guess it will be fun. I
have to go to my church tonight, though, because theres a
farewell dinner to the junior high director Dave. I swear,
this guy is soooo funny and sooo nice. im gonna miss him so
much... *cries* Oh well. then im gonna come home. AND IF
TARIK ISNT ONLINE, IM GONNA CRY!!! but i'll see him
tomorrow in english class, so i guess it'll be ok, hehe.

I was also looking through other peoples entries today and
found that a lot of people... i dunno, they sound like i
can relate to them. its really cool to think about how we
all might share one thing in common... well, i think its
cool, hehe. Everyone at my school is so diverse, you kind
of get used to it, but thats only at school. Online, its
really different (as im sure you all know) and its nice to
know that this place is kinda the same.

Maybe i'll write again tonight... i dunno.
Luv ya, god bless, xoxo, ~Shaa Shaa~




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