blueboyr

lost in the dark
2002-05-05 16:54:21 (UTC)

Wondering...

Hey Entry. Once again I come back here for a troubled
mind. It has been awhile since I have updated you. I should
actaully try and use you more then I am doing. I am sitting
here wondering what is going to happen next. Wondering
where things are going. Wondering when things will happen.
Turmoil. I know things don't happen by themselves and
sometime that they might need alittle hand to point them in
the right direction. I have not done anything that I would
like to do because of the motivation is gone. It has been
gone for so long that I don't even remember when it left or
if I had any at all. I feel worned out more time then not.
Sometimes I am even lucky that I make it through work with
a good mind. I take it life is just throwing a curve ball
right now and I well just have to see what happens when the
Catcher catchs the ball.


Lost in the Dark...