Crazy in Blue

Singing In the Rain or A downpouring
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Ezoic
2002-05-05 06:15:42 (UTC)

TRUTH HURTS

SO A GREAT TITLE, BUT THEN AGAIN, I AM A GREAT PERSON, AND
I KNOW THAT I AM. WHERE SHOULD I START, LETS SEE, ANOTHER
YEAR OF SCHOOL HAS ENDED, AND I AM SUPPOSEDLY ANOTHER YEAR
WISER. I DON'T THINK SO, I THINK IM ANOTHER YEAR OLDER
THOUGH. I HAVE GROWN ALOT WITHIN MY SORORITY, AND WITHIN
MY RELATIONSHIPS WITH PEOPLE. I KNOW WHO I LOVE, AND I
KNOW WHO I DON'T. I ALSO KNOW THAT THERE ARE SOMETIMES
WHEN I NEED TO NOT BE AROUND CERTAIN PEOPLE. IF YOU KNOW
THAT YOU HAVE AN ATTITUDE WITH ME, THEN WHY IN THE HELL ARE
YOU GOING TO BE AROUND ME. I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK
ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY ARE BASED ON
SOMETHING THAT YOU CHOOSE TO DO. IF YOU KNEW THAT HELPING
ME MOVE WAS GOING TO BE A PROBLEM FOR YOU, AND YOUR BODY
WAS GOING TO BE HURTING, THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YOU HELP ME
MOVE. AND THEN, WHY IN THE FUCK WOULD YOU GET MAD WHEN I
HAD PEOPLE HELPING ME. I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM ASKING
OTHERS TO HELP ME, IF YOU DO, THAS ON YOU. I TIRED OF
PEOPLE BEING MAD AT ME, BECAUSE I DON'T STRTUGGLE THE WAY
THAT THEY DO. IT IS NOT MY FAULT THAT MY MOTHER RAISED ME,
AND THAT SHE CARED ABOUT HOW I WAS. IT IS NOT MY FAULT
THAT YOU HAD TO LIVE ON YOUR OWN SINCE YOU WERE 15. IT'S
NOT MY FAULT THAT YOUR LIFE IS NOT PERFECT. JUST LIKE IT'S
NOT YOUR FAULT THAT I HAD ALL THAT SHIT TO MOVE, AND IT'S
NOT YOUR FAULT THAT I AM WHO I AM. MY MOTHER RAISED ME TO
ALWAYS ASK FOR HELP IF I NEEDED IT. IM NOT GOING TO
STRUGGLE, FOR THE SAKE OF STRUGGLES SAKE. THAS JUST
STUPID. AND SINCE, I THINK THAT I AM GROWING AS A PERSON,
IM GOING TO DO MORE THINGS FOR ME, AND STOP WORRYING ABOUT
WHAT IN THE FUCK YOU ARE GOING TO THINK ABOUT WHAT IM
DOING. IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS, WHY IN THE FUCK DOES
IT MATTER TO YOU WHAT THE FUCK I DO, OR WHAT I AM GOING TO
DO WITH MY LIFE. SO WHY THE FUCK AM I GOING TO BE
CONSTANTLY STRESSED ABOUT WHAT YOU THINK. FUCK YOU MAN,
FUCK YOU. AND THAT IS THE MESSAGE I GIVE TO ALL OF THE 3
PEOPLE THAT READ THIS DIARY. FUCK ANYONE WHO IS TRYING TO
DESTROY YOUR HAPPINESS, CUZ IN THE GRAND SCHEME OF THINGS,
THEY ARE NOT GOING TO LOSE SLEEP OVER WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE
DOING, SO WHY IN THE HELL ARE YOU STRESSED ABOUT WHAT YOU
THINK THEY ARE THINKING ABOUT WHAT YOU ARE DOING.

UNTIL EVIL AND ANGER LURKS AGAIN,

CRAZY IN BLUE AKA NO MORE DRAMA


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