TurtleInkArtist

Chapter One: The Evil Within
2002-05-05 06:03:55 (UTC)

Ohh my God!!!

Yes, its time for all to have a heart attack, because
Vicki willingly cleaned... and the worst place ever, the
bathroom. Yes, I cleaned, straightened and organized the
bathroom, just didnt do any of the hardwear... Its so nice
now. The worst part about it was that I acctually didnt
mind doing it, I mean yes it had its disgusting parts, but
it was kinda fufilling.

Anyways, after I got done joyfully cleaning the
bathroom, my mother and I took a trip to the mall and
paraded around for a bit seeking applications and ball
dresses. I had this one all picked out, but I went back to
show it off and drool over it, and SUPRISE, FUCKING
SUPRISE, its was gone. I know that it means that that dress
was just not ment to be owned by me, but it bothers me
alot, because this is the second dress that I have fallen
madly in love with, but do to my lack of cash flow, couldnt
get it before someone else did. At the moment, the mall has
about 6 dresses for ball, all together. Its sad. I figure
that when I get the $ to get a dress, I am just going to
walk into the store, grab any old dress from the rack, make
sure its my size, and buy it. It doesnt matter what it
looks like, or anything like that. Ball is nothing... well
it is something, but I mean, twenty years from now, when my
children ask me what the best day of my life it, I am not
going to say, "It was my senior ball, because I had the
perfect dress." Besides, even if the ball would be the best
day of my life, how would the dress be a factor in that? I
dont know, it just seems that every year I find exactly
what I want, and something gets in my way... I have to stop
sweating the small stuff and just suck it up and drink some
water. Who cares, I have a great date, of whom I think
cares about me, I am going to have a blast afterwards, and
my mom's gonna be there this time. Emily is going to be
with me, and thats all that matters right? Friends and
family? All I wanted before was a perfect night with a
dress that would take everyones breath away... but... I
dont know where I am going with this... Sorry!

(I think that was part of a melt down!?)

Good night all...




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