Max

Crimson Thoughts
2002-05-04 17:25:39 (UTC)

A light?

This may be another depressing entry. Yes, i am insane. I
do think of death and its woes that it brings. I cant help
it. I suffer from depression, along with many other
disorders. My life seems to get worse by the minute. I have
tried though. I have tired for years to cure myself. But i
fail everytime. Love is another thing i have faced this
year. It is so confusing. Love. This human need. (by the
way...if your wondering why i speak of humans and wolves
its becuz i believe i am part wolf. i hate humans and there
weakness that are used to hurt others. dont take it into
offence. i dont mean all humans are bad. like certain
people i know. but i speak of humans in general....ever
wonder why humans get hurt so deeply?) Over the years i
have become a goth. Living in darkness since it became my
friend. What can i do? Friends surround me. But why do i
feel so lonly in a room full of people? its becuz i am
alone. at the time being....mutt is the only other that
understands me and is of my kind. (we both believe in the
same thing about humans and the part animal soul) She is my
soulmate and this i dearly cherish. if i cant save the
friends i wanted then ill cling to one whom i care for
beyond thought. for when everyone leaves me... i believe
that she will be the only one left standing.




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