? :: connie ::?

:: about my failure ::

i'm not perfect
not even close to perfection
i do rubbish things
too many times in my life

i stumble and fall
over and over again
i do understand
why i never find a true love

nobody wants a girl
who always does
whatever she feels like doing
i know i have to change this
but i can't help myself

all i can offer
is only my faithfulness
to him
to God
to my parents
and to myself, too

i don't have anything else
i also don't have any skill
apart of loving someone
with the whole of
my heart
my mind
my soul
and i believe in waiting
for that special someone
to come

God,
please take away my worriness
i worry too much too many times
and i know it's not good for me
like a luggage full of useless stuff
help me, God
to take them out from my mind
one by one

:: c.o.n.n.i.e ::
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