DoiDinHaLinDinHa

Me, Myself and My Problems
2002-05-03 21:30:42 (UTC)

I fell like s***

DD!!!!
Everyone expects so much from me. but when is my turn to
ask them for something, even if that favor is as tiny as
the head of a pin.. they turn their back on me... and when
i give my all what do they give me in return.. NOTHING.. Is
not like a hate my life.. i try not to.. but it's very
hard..... i really wish my parents could trust me so i
could trust them too... my mom doesn't help me in
anything... she always makes things worse for me... and my
father... OMG.. my father... he.. i will never be able to
understand him and he will never understand me... today i
didn't go to school.. because i really broke.. I'm crying
without stoping.. i really can't take the fact that the
world is turning against me.. all the problems i've had..
i've tried to put them behind my back... but i cannot take
this no more... this is getting too heavy... the problems
and disappointments are just too many... I really want to
get out of here and live the life i had 4 years ago... ok..
everyone says ''being a teenager is hard'' but how hard is
it gonna be? How long will it take to go away?.....
whatever.. you know!!!. i'll change not for the other
people but for myself.. realizing that i need to change was
been a lot of work for me.. because i never realize that
ME... WHO I REALLY AM... is WRONG... so ok... i'll
change... and if that doesn't work.. poor me...
i don't know what i will do!!!!!!!
GOT ANY ADVICE???
Tks DD.....
Cátia




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