Xo In Love oX

Xo In Love oX
2002-05-02 19:39:26 (UTC)

Today~~not so bad

Today I woke up and we caught the racoon that ate my
sisters chicken..he was fat and gross and ugly! usually
their pretty but he wasnt :-/ hehe and anyway....im feeling
much better but at the same time much worse...all teenia
wanted was for me to feel better and for me not to think
that ppl hated me but to think they loved me..and up until
the day she moved i was depressed..then my friends....made
me realize that teenia really ment what she was saying...
and i know shes not here and i know its too late to show
her that ive gained control and im ready to live my
life..but i think she knew i would get out of that horrible
stage..it wasnt a good stage to b in..and i'll tell u right
now..its true wut they say "13 is too young to go into the
depression stage....we need to stop this shit" but i think
most teens can get out of wut theyve gotten themselves
into~~ just because there are so many other good people
that can help them and they all have so many friends that
can help them get through life..my brother had a friend..he
tied a bag of rox to his back and then jumped off the saco
bridge...10 minute away from were i live..and its hard...my
brother cant look at it..he wasnt real tight with this
kid..but he knew who he was and he knew that he wasnt a bad
person..and everyone thinks they have the worst problems
and stuff but they know that they can still laugh and they
CAN still manage to get themselves out of wut theyve gotten
themselves into~~~ but wen u loose a friend or something
its kinda hard..and thats wut happened to me..lacie came
back and we started our friendship over and there were no
recent bruises...but then one huge smack in the face came
along..i found out both of my best friends were moving and
it hurt..and ya'll need to just sit here and pray for
teenia cuz shes the one that got me out of that stage..she
believed i could do it...~~~ she loved me...




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