CaliAngelPopMix

Through an Angel's Eyes
2002-05-02 01:45:16 (UTC)

Explicit Stuff man...just playing....only a teeny explict

hey ya, just got home from seton. SHOPPING TIME!!! what
should I wear?? Dang it...gotta remember, don't talk to the
computer hehe. Well lets see...I could wear a skirt but
no...im not a skirty person...I could wear shorts..but its
breezy outside and ya know...ah fuck it..just wear capris.
Don't want to wear this white see-through thingy anymore or
this pair of jeans....or the black tank-top (is that how
you spell it? or is it tann top...who gives a shit).
Um..maybe I'll just wear...overalls....nah...too kiddie.
You know what...it's none of your business what I'm gonna
wear.

I saw sweet Jeffery today...he's sooooooo fine...big arms,
nice abs....the whole package hehe..or as some people
say 'sexy'. but no that's too much...he's just so fine
man...him compared to Devin....2000 percent cuter because
Devin is 0. The best thing about Jeffery is that he don't
wear no nut-huggers like Devin...that's a major turn-off.
Dang man, why would a guy wanna have to wear nut-huggers???
It's so not...right. Dang it...wut now...I missed my
favorite tv show...remind me to eat nothing later...I eat
too much. What do I want for dinner....the fridge is like
too full to decide and I can't tell what the meat is in the
plastic bags man....we need to get some labels....I'm no
meat expert. I could make meat loaf...but no...too much
work....what about jerk chicken??? sounds good..but it
gives me a tummy ache...pot roast...nah...steak...no.....I
ate that too much. I should try marinating it with
different stuff...sick of garlic salt and pepper...we're
out of steak sauce. Go tell my mom later....I ain't doing
no grocery shopping. Well, I guess I can make spaghetti and
try the new spaghetti sauce ingredients that April gave
me...except with out mushrooms. No...just eat at the mall.

Dang...I wish Jeffery went to Oceana....no I wish I went to
Terra Nova...I was hella in love with him until it had to
end because of different schools. Man...and that time David
asked me out in freshmen year....dang...I'm glad I didn't
though because he was a druggie with nothing good except
his looks. He got expelled anyways...he's like gone. I
remember this one essay he wrote about marriage that I
read, he was against marriage because sex turns boring and
into a job...hehe..he's funny but right at the same time. I
mean not to sound strange but ya gotta face the facts...the
guy's ball gets smaller the more they do it (eww...can't
believe I said that...I know what people are gonna
say...how would you know??? I know because come on..and Laura...I
didn't go have sex to find that out..I swear that's the truth).
Okay....lets get off the subject....So....yeah.

I haven't seen Kevin in a while...Man...its like been 3
weeks...Jorge was making fun of me today and he was beating
me up with a football hehe (right before jessica slapped
me). I called him a rapist hehe...it was so funny and I
called the football a rape ball..hella funny...he told me
that it would be nice to go out with a neighbor because
then he can go next door and get a little "kissy kissy
mushy mushy let me have ya" kinda love before he comes to
school and bugs me. What a dork. Why guys always picking me
now man...what did I do...somehow guys just wanna hug me
now (like devin ;P). I know Jorge doesn't like me (I don't
want him to but he got some nice arms...17 inch) but
unfortunately Devin does. I don't know what to do with
Devin...Grace said not to push him away but like what am I
suppose to do...let him feel all over me? HELL NO! oh
well...fuck devin if he thinks its my fault that I don't
like him (well actually, it is my fault...). He's just not
my type...white guys are just the most unattractive people
to me...I mean I wouldn't even go out with Adam (Adam got a
little upset when I told him :P ) Filipinos...they're
hella fine...Chinese....that's my blood ya know...they're
finer....and every other nationality...dang man...they can be fine
too but only white guy I'm obsessed with is my favorite athlete,
Triple H. Or I can be wrong, there can be white guys that are cute
out there but just haven't met them. But I got a lot of white
friends...just no chance of going out with them.

I got an A on my introduction to my exhibition. Still gotta do that
stupid timeline and map though. Getting nervous about presentation
night. Man..everyone gonna be there....better not tell my mom about
it huh? Don't tell anyone about it...yikes...I hope Devin isn't going
to be there...don't want him to see it. I need to start on the Making
a Difference part of the project. I'm doing a website campaign. I'm
nervous about contacting the Iranian government. What if they don't
like the U.S. and why would they give a shit about what a girl like
me have to say about death penalty anyways??? I told you it was a
dumb project....no wait....I didn't tell you that. Ah fuck it. I'm
going out...see ya later. Bye

Steph




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