artsy-girl

i am a total idiot

i was just reading through some of my old entries, and i
sound like a fucking moron. . . the sad thing is that
nothing in them is untrue, i guess i just never really
looked at myself as if i was someone else before. god how
disturbing. i write how i talk alot of the time so that
probably has something to do with it but still, i'm telling
the world about some pretty fucking private stuff. . . it
sounds like i'm a slut too but i'm not. damn. maybe i
should stop writing in this thing and buy a fucking journal.