Erin Bence

On The Road to SC
2002-04-29 13:38:30 (UTC)

A horse walks into a bar...

I have pictures today.
You don't understand...
I hate pictures of me.
I wish that it didn't matter to my parents whether or not
there are senior pictures of me. I'm seriously dreding
this above all other things this week. Including flying.
I'm leaving on Friday to go to Charleston to see CSU. I'm
excited at the possibility to leave town, hell state to go
somewhere nice for the weekend. I'm terrified that I'm
going to go there and just hate it. It is a possibility.
Everyone says I won't. But they don't know. I actually
might hate it there and not want to live there. That
frightens me. Should I have made a choice as to where to
go without first seeing what it looks like? I didn't
really have an option.
I met one of my sister's friends last night. See...I am
meeting new people. I'm leaving soon, and see no point in
it, but still, I've made an effort to meet new exciting
people. And a possibility of hanging out with
them...slim. I might have a job over a tuesday morning. I
really want the job. I have to turn in my application
first today. I really need the job.
This weekend was fairly busy. Amanda stayed over all day
saturday and that night. We just did the usual which
includes bowling with Jenn, Marlana, the dudes and then
going to a park or the moy house. It doesn't sound so
thrilling, but it's great company and that makes a
difference. I got some great pictures of everyone that
night. We need to take my sister and her friends some
time.
Maybe I can get a date next weekend?...




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