Xo In Love oX

Xo In Love oX
2002-04-28 21:02:38 (UTC)

OMG y ME?

i just found out that Teenia and Lacie...well their gone
Wednesday..i cant live with my best friends gone..i
cant..it hurts too much just to think that i will never see
them again...IM sry world..im sry ok for whatever i
did...you've gotten ure payback now you can stop...i'll
wait...you just have to stop!

this world wont stop..it doesnt want to stop.it wants to
hurass me...it wants to abuse me then kill me when i least
expect it :-/ in my dreams...in all of my dreams everyone
wants to kill me..even my best friends..if i wanted to kill
myself i could..rite now actually..but im not going
to...cuz im strong..im not fake..im real and know what
ihave to do..but wen lacie and teenia are gone..im going
to become weaker each day.....:(

I dont understand anymore...i just dont..but here was my
day...what happened during my day

Well i had a friend sleep over lastnight and we were up
until 1:00 watching Scream and watching Save the Last
Dance...so ya then we fell asleep and we woke up at aruond
11:00 and we got out of bed at 11:30 then i took my shower
and all that then she went home and stuff so ya....then i
got on the computer and talked to teenia for a while and
then you know what hapened? her key board broke! so she had
to copy and paste all the letters and i couldnt even
understand what she was saying! i stil cant! and she doesnt
have a phone and its raining so shes not going to walk to a
payphone...she can call me like once a day or so on her
moms cellphone but thats just about it :-/ and im only
gonna see her in school on tuesday....but neway then i went
to danis house for a while...and i looked at my friend
danis room and she is painting it black and red..and i hung
out with her for like i dont know....half'n'hour then i
came back just in time for teenia to call me! she called 5
minutes after i walked thruogh the door! i only talked to
her for about 5 minutes but it was worth it! then she had
to let me go and now im ready to stop writing except for me
and my mom are about to watch Save The Last Dance again
together! hehe and its going to b great fun and i'll tell u
wut happens! bye byes!


later~ well were about 20 minutes into the movie and my mom got up to
make supper and now me and my brother chris are watching it and my
brother beau is just now walking in....and talking to my mom bout
what he ate for supper at his girlfriends....now hes talking bout the
game skip-bo! :-/ lol and him and my oda bro are kinda mad cuz the
cards are pretty much all missing..lol my sis just found them! lol
well i'll write lata

lata~
we were talking..and telling eacthother how much weve been through
and how many smiles..and how many cries...and so on..and that is
it..and i found out my chicken ..my baby gurl..she was our pet..well
she got eaten by a raccoon




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