weezer2080

5 AM

It's late. Or early, as you care to see it. I haven't been
to sleep yet, so it's late for me. Tomorrow doesn't come
until I wake up. So, it depends on me, not the sun. Now I
just have to convince the sun of that.

Had a looooooooooong conversation with Pete tonight. I
asked him if he just loved me, or if he was IN love with
me. Cause there is a difference. He told me that when it
came to me it was synonmous. (I think I spelled that
correctly, but it's late, so please excuse my mistake)The
feelings that that boy stirs up in me are
just....indescribable. I get jumpy, and butterflies, and
blush like crazy. If I go to Boston this summer, he said
he'd come see me. I'd like that. Maybe we'd see John Mayer
together. I can't help it. I'm so madly, deeply, honestly
in love with that boy. I know he loves me. Of this I am sure.
It's been awhile since I talked to him last, but when we
do talk, it's like no time has passed at all. I can
seriously see myself with him. I'm not gonna put for how
long in here cause I don't want to scare him. Or anyone
else for that matter.

It's hot here. I'm downloading music. I'm really hot. I
wish I was with Pete.

~L