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2001-05-31 06:41:48 (UTC)

31/05/01 - 4:35PM

Pushing Me Away... Linkin Park... love the band... love the
song... it is so fitting... boyfriend likes it too, doesn't
get the significance of me singing it to him *sigh* (see
below for lyrics)

I am so so so tired... I just want to curl up and sleep for
weeks on end, shut out the world, shut out the pain, shut
out the people I don't care about, and the ones who don't
care about me. Yet I feel like singing, really really
loudly, in front of all the people I work with, just to
show them I am here, I am alive, I am coping, goddamnit I
am coping... Stranger still is they don't have any clue
that I might not be, or that I have anything in this world
to not be coping with... Oblivion is the best medicine...

~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~:~

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown
eventually break down)

The sacrifice of hiding in a lie

(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time
left to watch it all unwind)

The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all
unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We're all out of time, this is how we find how it all
unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing


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