Missy

In time or no time
2002-04-27 18:52:37 (UTC)

A developing hatred for the everyday drunken father


I went over to my lets call her sis Avie's house ,
Lately I have been going through of alot of
unmanaged,unresolved stress and anger and I have been
talking to Avie about it.I didn't relize how much pressure
I was giving her by telling her all this I didnt conciously
relize infact that I was over tipping her scale of
sanity.On top of that her father drinks all the time and
Avie warned me about her father talking and using slang
words like SPIC AND NEGRO and DO NOT CONSIDER THESE WORDS I
MYSELF AM WHAT HE REFURS TO AS A SPIC ! I found it verry
disrespectful when she told me this but I know when to hold
my tongue,After all I was not in my house I was in the home
and company of her parents and the rest of her sisters so I
kept my comments in my internal monologue.
I relized how much Avie hates her father he comes
home drunk all the time and pinches her mother,calls her a
slut ect.I promised her I would try to keep my tongue hence
the word TRY.I told her if he did anything physical I would
take action,I was brought up in a military house hold and
independance and respect is upheld by everyone no
exceptions.On top of that when we were on the subject she
told me that one night when they were watching the tele
together her little sister page who is about in kindigarten
blurted out in a joking that page and her dad play with
themselves.I took stress to this and told her it was
suriouse and wrong.Avie told me that her father would never
do that or hit her mom ,I believe it could be denile but i
guess i dont have a say in the matter.
All i can do is to pray for my sis Avie and get her
out of that house the most i can and thats all.
well all for now
serouse or babble
by for now
all
GATEWAY




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