The painful poet

poetry r us
2002-04-25 22:28:23 (UTC)

keith

lol well this is great keith thinks i dont like him anymore
when i do its just i have feelings for someone else i feel
i have made it worse with this stupid diary thing..i dont
even know why in the hell i write in it...all it is doing
et is bringing pain and that sorta crap...the only way i
can gr away form this shit is if i write poetry or talk to
those most dear to me so what do i do when i cant write or
talk to them? sit in a corner and rock or just cry like a
little baby...ofcourse that is all i am " a little baby" i
cant do crap for myself anymore...i wanna be independent
but it isnt working to well lol. man i just wish i had the
answers to my questions just once! then i might actually be
able to think clearly! ohh well...this is pissing me off i
mean hell i do my job as in staying alive and helping my
family...why dont i ever get any credit? ohh well i guess
my questions will never be answered...oh well i wish i knew
how to tell keith how i feel...hmm...

~poet~




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