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..just me..
2002-04-25 19:24:13 (UTC)

faith

i finished my project today. and my supervisor said he
would review it and gave it back to me tomorrow. well, just
hope i will get the credits for that *sigh*

been thinking a lot lately. i planned to transfer to
university next fall. i'm still in college right now and
it's my second semester here. i know it's a lil bit too
fast to transfer now but i plan to major in architecture
and most of the classes are not transferable, so i have to
take them in uni.

now i'm kinda confused about my major, about my uni, about
everything. like, if i go to this uni then i have to move
to another city. it's not too far, but then i have to give
up my job now coz it's gonna be such a troublesome to
travel back and forth, you know what i'm saying?

it's like.. oh God, why won't You just tell me what You
want? i mean, if He ever do that then i wont be confused
anymore, i just need to obey. which is hard, i know, but at
least i wont get stressed out like this, wondering if my
plan now is really His way or is it just my own.

my friend keep telling me to have faith in everything that
i do. i know it's true. i mean, if we ask Him to help us
out, to tell us what He wants us to do, then He's gonna
show the way, right? and we just have to believe that He
WILL show the way. but it's just so hard to know if
everything that we do is really THE way and not just the
way, our way.

faith. i dont know how big mine is.




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