you put up with a lot from..
you put up with a lot from emily that she wouldnt put up
with for you.
um "thats not true."
so shes partying tonight..
i dont know but im assuming caras going to be there.
im pretty sure that shes spending the night with her too.
yeah even so...
i trust her.
i trust her to do whatever is right for her anyway.
its hard to think that it may not be me..
after everything i know i hold a fuck of a lot in her heart
and i really doubt that she would be willing to sacrifice
i dont know for sure.
as i told her before she left
im not expecting anything.
but oh my god
i really hope everything works out...
i know it will somehow.
but im just scared.
but i do trust her.
more than anyone apparently can understand.
i know things are going to be fine.