Jennifer Boice

May 29,2001

Today IS TUESDAY MAY 29,2001.I WENT TO GROUP TODAY AND WE
HAD COOKING AT 9:00-11:00 A.M. BECAUSE FROM 11-3:00P.M WE
ALL WAS GOING TO THE RETIREMENT HOME FOR A PINIC THERE.IT
ALL WAS OK UNTIL I STARTED TO TALK TO KATHY ABOUT LIZ
BECAUSE I REALLY MISS HER AND WANT TO SEE HER ALOT.I
STARTED TO CRY AND KATHY SAID ITS OK,DEAL WITH IT.BEV AND
KATHY WAS PICKING ON ME ALL DAY THERE.
BEFORE WE EVEN WENT I TOLD BEV THAT I HAD LOST ABOUT20-
25LBS AND ASKED IF I HAVE BEEN EATING AND I SAID YES BUT
SHE DID NOT BELEAVE ME AT ALL.SHE SAID THAT I HAVE TO EAT
AT THE PINIC OR SHE IS TELLING KATHY ABOUT HOW MUCH THAT
I'VE LOST.WELL IT WAS LUNCH TIME AND BEV AND KATHY MADE ME
GET THINGS THAT I NEVER EAT AT ALL,AND BEV SAID IF YOU
DON'T EAT THAT YOU ARE SOL,THAT MEETS THAT SHE WAS TELLING
KATHY.WELL I WAS NOT HUNGRY ANYMORE AND BEV WENT TO THE
BATHROOM AND I THROUGH IT AWAY,AND SOMEONE TOLD BEV AND BEV
SAID WELL I GUESS THAT I HAVE TO TELL KATHY .SHE DID NOT
WHY I WAS THERE BUT I THINK SHE TELL HER TOMARROW.
I WENT HOME AND I WAS DEPRESSED BECAUSE I WANT TO SEE CISSY
A LOT AND I CAN'T LEAVE HERE BECAUSE I'M COURT ORDERED HERE
TO C.M.H.S. AND IF I LEAVE I WILL BE PUT BACK IN THE
HOSPITAL,AND I DON'T WANT THAT AT ALL.