eidolon

shifting mists
2002-04-23 15:56:00 (UTC)

~fighting the tears~

DAMNIT ! ! !

... last Thursday i interviewed for a job in a medical
office as a phone operator ... it's one of the only
positions i am positive i have the capability to do after
my back injury .... i was dressed perfect ... i felt i
interviewed perfect ....

... the woman called on Friday 10 minutes before closing
and left a message (while i was out) to get ahold of her
this morning .... so .. i've spent the entire weekend
worrying and stressing and hoping and almost positive that
i got the job ....

~shoulders slumping~ ... but i didn't.... i didn't get the
job ....

... i asked her if there was anything i could do that could
have improved my interview ... and she told me no ... that
my interview was ''perfect. It was just a very difficult
decision.'' ... encouraged me to keep watching their
website for another opening ... BUT still ... i didn't get
the job ....

.... it is so hard to even get an INTERVIEW ... i
sendout/handout an average of 30 resumes each week .... i
finally .. FiNaLLY got an interview somewhere ... and it
was perfect and i still didn't get the job?? ....


this is so ..

disappointing


and discouraging