Scott

For Brandi
2002-04-23 01:28:57 (UTC)

Lonely

Well it was another Monday and I am just trying to hang
on. I got your mothers insurance check and am starting to
take of some things that we needed to get done. Bought our
new truck today and will be sending your mother's and my
car back to the leasing companies. Our furniture will
probably be here this weekend. I have been thinking alot
about your mother today and am still trying to find
answers that can't be had. There are times when I wonder
what my purpose on this earth is and if it wouldn't be
better if I were not here at all. The state of depression
I am in is unbearable. Everywhere I look..I see her. I
had a star named after her today and should know which one
this weekend. She will forever be alive up in the heavens.
I just wish that I could wake up and this just be a dream,
but it's not. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I Love You

-Daddy




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