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Kristina's Personal Diary
2002-04-22 03:01:38 (UTC)

Pissed.

I got the haircut I've been dying for today. I wanted to
get it layered again just like I did in December because it
looked so nice last time. But well diary, this time it was
different. It's short, bobby, and ugly! I'm so pissed at
that person who cut my hair - Sandy or whatever.. I hate
her. We did group work on Friday and you can't imagine how
that went. They didn't talk about me.. but.. it was still
stressing and I still got kinda pissed. They just all
started singing and I'm not comfortable singing in front of
Kevin and Kenneth and I was in a rush to finish the
groupwork for math so I can do my french. Let me tell you
everything - from the start to the end.
When Mr. Alexanians organized the group and told us to
start. I started doing my french homework from my textbook.
I had my friends jack it for me in the morning because I
left in the classroom so I couldn't go home and do it! They
only jack one of it, and there was 2. They couldn't find
the second one. But still, I had to make the best of it so
I wanted to finish it. At least get 3 or 4 points, ya know?
Then Kevin was like,"Oh my God, we're supposed to be doing
groupwork" and he looked slightly annoyed. So I just putted
it away to make his heart content. And we all assigned
parts and after I was done, I started doing part of it. But
only like 2 1/2 pages and like 3 or 4 more pages to go.
Then I felt bad for them because they were all confused so
I volunteered to do 2 problems but I didn't understood it.
They kept on singing and singing, I swear - they were
getting on my nerves.
Then later on, Kevin told me he didn't understood 3 of
the problems he was doing and told ME to do it. So I did
and I only did 2/3 because I didn't understand the middle
one. Then Joselyn had like 6 or 7 problems she didn't
understand and told me to do it. So I tried my best to do
it but I couldn't manage to finish. Kevin and Joselyn were
just all kicking back and singing. Kenneth wasn't like
them, he was actually doing work and copying it all on one
paper. But he was still singing but I can't say much
because he also help benefit for the group. Then Kevin was
all damn rushing, doing a friggin countdown or something.
He was like,"Hurry up, 30 seconds left!" Not in a pissed
off way but in an excited way. But it was annoying. I think
we got a bad grade. Damn, I don't want this bad grade to
drag me down. I hate my group. Next time, I'm going to ask
Mr. Alexanians to put me in another group. Kevin knew I was
pissed at him and Joselyn because I gave them this attitude
when they asked me to do the friggin problems. But he
didn't seem to care.
That totally killed my day. We saw Kevin's group movie
for Science class. His group was Oscar, Vanessa and Kevin
and Vanessa wasn't in the movie. She was just at the
beginning when they started talking about how hard a movie
was to make. Kevin and Oscar were stealing a car and the
whole video was hilarious. After watching it in 2nd period,
we got in our group to edit the movie supposedly. But we
all had friendship problems so we put our feelings and
emotions out on the table and we ended up crying. I didn't
cry much though because I'm not THAT close w/ all of the
people in my group. But I did cry a little bit, Stephanie
didn't cry AT ALL. Stupid, careless, non-emotional person.
I'm pissed at her and I don't feel like writing down why.
I'm not in the mood really. But Joselyn got all emotional
and it was kinda annoying but I comforted her.
I'm kinda depressed. Kevin has my CD for 3 days now.
Well, he didn't listen to it on Thursday because he was
filming the movie and it took them 5 whole hrs. He didn't
even do any of his homeworks, but he had a note. And
Alexanians didn't check the homework because we were doing
groupwork. So I let him borrow it on Friday so now he has
it for actually four days! Monday is always a sucky-ass day
for me so I don't expect much from tomorrow. But if Kevin
hugs me, I'll be much better. I accidently took 2 homework
handouts so I don't think Kenneth have one. So he's
probably not going to do it because he doesn't have it. So
he's going to get in trouble and it's going to be my fault.
Most of the times, I don't like Kenneth but he was in a
rush copying it all down. He was helping the group and I
took 2 papers. One was his. *sighs* I feel guilty. On
Monday, Mr. Alexanians is going to ask why he didn't do it.
Then he is going to say I didn't got the paper. Then Mr.
Alexanians is going to say I put 4 papers, somebody must've
took 2. And Kevin is like Kenneth's friend so Kevin is
going to say he got one and of course Kenneth would believe
him. And Joselyn and Kenneth are kinda tight, so ya know
how the story goes. He's probably gon' be hating on me,
thinking I took it. Though I did. I know he didn't do
something mature like make a copy of one of his friend's
homework or something like that. Most guys aren't that
bright, actually most girls aren't that bright either.
Well, life sux I guess and I miss my CD, bored to death w/o
it and I am depressed over Kevin. End of story.




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