Life as I know it.
I need closure
Went out today with friends, did the movie, eating memorial
day thing...passed matt's house, he was having a
barbecue...it hurt cause sunday when i gave him his stuff
back he said he'd call me if he was having one since (at
that time) I didnt have plans...he never called. That
really hurt. Also for the fact that I was being an idiot
witha friend and we were looking at the personals for
cheap etnertainment (to all whoever placed a personal I
apologize) and i found his..that was like a knife to the
heart. So I emailed him just now and asked for closure,
thats all i want...if it means never seeing him again, so
be it, I just need to heal.