~E

My Crimes
2002-04-21 22:38:55 (UTC)

I'm bad

I slept with *the boy from rulespace* took a shower and
went and had sex with jake twice. I found out somethings
about jake I didn't know. He has never be given head. He
has never given head. before me he had only had sex two
times with two diffrent girls.
I'm not sure how I feel about this however it explains a
lot.
He said "Erin... I love you" again. I told him not to play
that game with me. my heart and head can not handle it
again.
He kept wanting me to stay. I had to go to work.
we had the most amasing sex though. we played and kissed
and made love for about 2 hours. To me that's a lot I'm
not used to boys who can last any longer then 15 min top!
HEHE that would caley. compleat min man!
HA HA HA.

So I think I'm back with Jake. I'm not sure and I'm scared
to death to ask. Some people have told me to wait a month
see how it goes and then ask however I don't want to put a
month into it just to scare him off again and be heart
broken.
I kow he said that he wanted to take his time and maybe try
to get back togeather at a later time.
we have only been broken up for a little more then a week.

"isn't it ironic you meet the man of your dreams and then
meet his beautiful wife"

shit happens. I love jake. why is it like this?

~E




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