Cath

Lucky Love

Tamta daaa..
Ben is my boyfriend!!!!

He's been interessted (we didn't use the term 'in love
with'..) in me since before Christmas.. Yesterday we
started making out and I was like hold it.. We can't keep
doing this. If this means nothing, then you'll have to stop
right now. And he didn't say anything.. I was like shit..
Then I said that I didn't want to stop, but if this was
nothing to him, then he would have to stop this. 'If it
meant nothing, it should have stopped a long time ago..'
So he didn't want to stop :)
After a while I asked 'Does this mean I can kiss you when
I'm sober?'
- Yeah :)
Hihi :)
So now everything's pretty great :)
My parents were at our cabin, so I was home alone. He came
home with me, and we spent the night in each other's arms
again. The next morning he didn't want to leave, and I
didn't want him to leave.. He missed like three busses
before he finally left :)
I just got off the phone with him, he called to see if I
was allright and stuff..
Tomorrow's gonna be SO weird.. Everyone will find out.. I
wanna stay home :P

I think I'm gonna go to bed.. Didn't really get much sleep
last night.. So.. Take care, huh? ;)