krisk820

Tearing Down the Girl
2002-04-21 18:21:41 (UTC)

Afraid of My Own Company


Someone told me that you have to fall in love with yourself
before you can expect anyone to fall in love with you. I
annoy myself way too much, the relationship would never
work. I'm too damn moody, I can't make up my mind,
sometimes I let my insecurities get the best of me, I
complain too much about the things I could change but I'm
just too lazy to change it, I'm never satisfied....just
when I think I've gotten what I want I still want more.

I think I consume myself with my loneliness. It becomes so
much a part of me that it starts to become who I am and
therefor when I'm in a social atmosphere I feel socially
retarded. I always feel like I'm on the outside looking in.
If I just sit quietly and say nothing then there's no way
of saying the wrong thing....and then again there's no way
of saying the right thing either.




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