krisk820
Tearing Down the Girl
Afraid of My Own Company
Someone told me that you have to fall in love with yourself
before you can expect anyone to fall in love with you. I
annoy myself way too much, the relationship would never
work. I'm too damn moody, I can't make up my mind,
sometimes I let my insecurities get the best of me, I
complain too much about the things I could change but I'm
just too lazy to change it, I'm never satisfied....just
when I think I've gotten what I want I still want more.
I think I consume myself with my loneliness. It becomes so
much a part of me that it starts to become who I am and
therefor when I'm in a social atmosphere I feel socially
retarded. I always feel like I'm on the outside looking in.
If I just sit quietly and say nothing then there's no way
of saying the wrong thing....and then again there's no way
of saying the right thing either.
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