Faith

Letters to no-one
2002-04-20 19:39:08 (UTC)

Are you sitting confortabley? Then i'll begin...

Hello, I know before i was saying about life being so
wonderful but at this moment in time ive never felt more
alone! My parents r out, last night was not so much fun n
ive got a feeling im gonna loose my friends over something
so little.
I go to a like a social group thing on a friday night
good for fun n meeting new people. Well this a guy i dont
wanna use his name so lets use numbers this guy i dont
fancy but hes a good friend.Thats guy 1.His best friend is
so gorgeous i wanted to rid him of his clothes then n
there! thats guy 2. Then theres me n my friend ill call her
barbie (dont ask!)ooo n theres a guy called josh she used
to go out with . So that is a plan of the characters for
the story. okay, u ready for a long confusing story?
Josh started coming to this group thing, me n barbie
fancied him.She gets any guy she wants, so she flirted with
josh n he had his eyes glued to her. So i thought ill help
her coz he wont fancy me now.So i asked him out for her, he
turned out 2 be a bastard n she finished him 2 weeks later!
I just told u that story so ud c how i wanted the best for
my friend. then last night guy 1 brought guy 2 to drama.
Barbie said she fancied guy 2 n so did i but she wouldnt
shutup about him n then...she asked me to ask him out for
her! That was hard for me but i did it i wanted the best
for her. U following?It gets worse..
I asked him n he refused her becuase guy 1 fancies her n
1 and 2 are best mates so he wont do it to his friend.
Barbies mad at guy 1 for fancying her!lol. as the thing
finished about 8 we all hung outside for a bit pretending
nothing happened. When guy 1 and 2 were going home guy 2
smiled a come n get me smile. N i REALLY like him but
Barbie fancies him so as he couldnt hurt his friend i
couldnt make a move on him coz it could hurt barbie! Now im
hurting coz i wish i could stand up 4 my self n i wish id
have asked him before her. Y do i have to suck up to her
thats what it is! im afraid to hurt her but now im hurting
instead! When will it be my turn to ask her to ask someone
out for me. It seems to be me asking every1 I fancy out for
her. N its starting to get to me as u can tell. I mean i
love her to bits when its not about guys. But when it comes
to guys ive started to hate her because i give her too much
of a chance. I must sound real stupid.It isnt that stupid
when ur in my position... its awkward. Feel a little better
for letting that out.
*a white light shines upon Faith, she disapperas into the
night leaving roses in return."





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