DaniTurtle

The Turtle Files
2002-04-20 00:10:58 (UTC)

What I feel the worst about.

These are some questions I have. Some of them Steve can
answer, som only God can answer, and some I'm sure other
people could help with. If you can help, don't bother to
answer them for me I'd love to know. Did he ever really
have feelings for me? Was he leading me on for fun? How
long has he felt like that? What the hell am I supposed to
learn from all this? Would he even speak to me if he new
me, like about certain things I've done? Was the mormon
thing honestly not a factor?

I can't stop thinking about how I made him feel bad, I made
him cry. Now I feel like whiny bitch. I'm just an
annoying little kid who's upset because she can't get what
she wants. Unless he was leading me on because he din't
have the balls to tell me how things really were, then I'm
kinda glad I made him feel bad. I feel about 2 inches tall
right now. He made me want to be a better person, like not
do all those things that he disapproves of. I hope he
finds whatever it is he's looking for because honestly I
know he's not very happy right now, Steph I know exactly
what you were talking about. I wish I could help him.




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