No Matter How Hard I Try...
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2002-04-19 22:39:13 (UTC)

"I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break" ...seriously

Hey! well, the title of this gave it away. I am done sick
of this crap. what does the world want from me? cant they
leave me alone? My mom has btiched at me EVERYNIGHT! I
mowed the lawna dn still got yelled at. then she gets drunk
and cries to her damn friends about how awful her freaking
kids are. I'm sick of this! i cant do anything right.
i am sick of trying to be perfect, to always make my mom
proud. to be a "goody goody" as far as grades go. i'm so
sick of all of this!
my mom only lets me on the hpone so long and bearly lets me
do anything. it isnt fair to chris at all...all my
relationships go to hell anyways.
i hate watching my friends suffer and no matter what i do
and how hard i try i know i cant do anything for them
i hate life.