redstarfish2

"I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break" ...seriously

Hey! well, the title of this gave it away. I am done sick
of this crap. what does the world want from me? cant they
leave me alone? My mom has btiched at me EVERYNIGHT! I
mowed the lawna dn still got yelled at. then she gets drunk
and cries to her damn friends about how awful her freaking
kids are. I'm sick of this! i cant do anything right.
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i am sick of trying to be perfect, to always make my mom
proud. to be a "goody goody" as far as grades go. i'm so
sick of all of this!
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my mom only lets me on the hpone so long and bearly lets me
do anything. it isnt fair to chris at all...all my
relationships go to hell anyways.
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i hate watching my friends suffer and no matter what i do
and how hard i try i know i cant do anything for them
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i hate life.