mental illness, yes it is real..

isn't life grand ??
2002-04-19 21:03:16 (UTC)

Job outlook....

well, here we go, agawam sent me letter sayin that they
have decided to hire someone else, I took written test for
amherst, dont really think i passed, have not heard yet
from amherst college. What does all this mean? I t means
that for time being at least , i am still employed here @
MFD till further notice. I am gonna try to work some
overtime tonight, not feeling best , but I will survive. I
think that ex is causing me to get ulcer. I know that she
is trying to get a restraining order against me, which
would only hurt kids, not me. We will see where that goes..
It is awfully nice that she can continually cry to her
lawyer , i am not sure where she is getting $$ for all her
whining. Got Maine vacation info today, will be trying to
plan some sort of vacation, not sure if we will really end
up in maine or not. What I really want is a nice peaceful
vacation with all the kids & Lisa . I love her very very
much, and I just wish we could all live together peacefully
& happily. Maybe someday, the ex will get her head out of
her ass & get a life . I guess that is about enough venting
for now....