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Shanna's Space
2002-04-19 14:41:46 (UTC)

dream

I had a dream last night that you missed me and wanted me
back. Then I woke up. I wish I never had woekn up, but I
guess that just proves that I'm living in some sort of
dream world, because you're never coming back, and you
never planned on it either. You don't miss me. You want
nothing to do with me ever again. You don't care that I
cry, you don't care about anything. You only care about
yourself. When I checked my email this morning, I was so
excited to see one from you. I had that moment of hope,
that maybe today would be the day we would start talking.
How can you just turn and walk away like we never were
together? how can you pretend that I never meant anything
to you? Deep down inside, I think I knew I'd never hear
from you ever again, but it still hurts. Haven't you put
me through enough yet? I apologized, I sucked up to you, I
did everything I could to make up for everything I've ever
done wrong to you, but nothing seems to be enough. Because
you're a selfish fuckingp rick that thinks you deserve
better. I'm the best you're going to get. No one else
will ever put up with as much shit you've given as I have.
No one else will put up with you're fucking pity me
scenarios like I have. I'm the best you're ever going to
get, so you may as well wake up and realize that you just
let go of the greatest thing that ever happened to you.




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