SourGirl

Dying to be Perfect
2002-04-18 21:20:34 (UTC)

April 18, 2002

~2 granola bars
~Grand Banker lunch dessert*yikes! lots of cals!
~3 cookies
~bowl of cereal
~ small supper-chicken, salad, milk
Weight- 3:00pm, weighed in 113 1/2 pounds

No sign of stomach getting smaller. I can do this. I
know I can. Eventually I will look beautiful.
David called me fat yesterday. If I wasn't fat, he wouldn't
call me that! I want to look pretty and skinny in a bathing
suit for the summer, so I must work harder. I also want
a nice falt stomach when I get my belly button peirced. I
can't give in to the temptation of food. If I eat I will feel so
much more worse, then how good I would feel I didn't
eat. When I eat, I always regret it afterwords. You just
want to be skinny!
Will go run the trail tonight and walk back through town.
That will be my daily exercise!
-Went for a really long jog.
My stupid parents, i hate them! They won't let me get my belly
button peirced, so, I'm going on a hunger strike. They don't think I
will, but I really will. that'll teach em!




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