Alyssa

thoughts and ramblings of alyssa
2002-04-18 02:03:36 (UTC)

being adopted

in case u guys don't know the bid secret, i was adopted.
heres the skinny: i never met y birth parents, it was just
kinda a colleg fling from the records... anyways, i was born
sept 21, 1986, and they gave me to a foster home right away,
where i sayed til my parents (ya, they are my parents) were
cleared and i was adopted on feb. 6, 1987.
thats kinda the story i guess. i have mixed feelings on the
whole thing. i mean, i love my parents and everything, but
like, if i ever get to meet my biological mother (they don't
let you do that until you are 18), i fel like, i could be
completed. i mean, all my friends know they have certain
things like their parents, like, hair/eye color, ugly feet,
distinctive eyes, whatever. but i dont really have any of
that with my oarents. i have light brown hair (naturally)
and blue/gray eyes. my parents both have black hair. when i
was lil ppl'd ask where i got the blonde hair. but that
isn't really a big deal. sumtimes i just feel like if i
can find a person out there who looks like me, then i'll
know i'm really a person, not just sum random kid thrown
into the world with the best hopes. i know that sounds
stupid, but most ppl just dont get it. ok, i'm gonna stop
rambling about stuff no one else gets cuz i'm a wierdo. if u
were adopted tho, leave me ur email addy in the feedback
thing, and we can chat it up sumtime.
peace




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