Xo In Love oX

Xo In Love oX
2002-04-17 22:16:25 (UTC)

My Terrible day :(

Again i wake up in a sweat ...with a fever of 103....i had
to take a hot shower..and take some ibeprofun! yummy! :-/
and on top of that my best friends..who now officially
hate..me probably have me blocked and taken off of their
list :'(I mean..i luv them and care for Teenia and Lacie so
much..and i have no idea wut i did wrong..if only..:( if
only i could talk to them one more time...:( i mean..i'll
never see lacie again...and i mean..the last time i saw
her..it wasnt a real big goodbye..just a "bye see u later"
then i left..and think..ure best friend is moving a month
from now....:( and u no that u'll neva c her again! GOD! i
luv her and teenia so much and i am losing not just lacie
but teenia also..i can still c her in school..but its not
the same..we wont b talking any longer..Im going to miss
them for days..and knowing that i wont get a final goodbye
(which i didnt even want in the first place) is going to
hurt me like hell......

Lacie...well..she was always there for me..i'd cry ..she'd
cry...we'd cry on eachothers shoulders...most of the time
there was nothing to cry bout cuz she was always making me
laugh..just to see her smile would make me laugh! laugh
hard! and u no.....if she was crying...i didnt know wut to
do! so she would make me laugh and wen i giggled she would
giggle..she has such a brite smile..i call it her chipmunk
smile b-cuz she has the cutest nose and wen she smiles she
has little dimples and its the cutest thing ever!


~SnowflakeAngel~ I have this big blue coat that my mom
bought me....it is so long that it goes down to my
knees..but im so small that just bout every shirt or jacket
i wear goes down to my knees.but anyway....so said that i
looked so much like a big ol snowflake! then she just came
up with the name "snowflakeangel" ehehe

~I mean..lacie...i havent fuly matured..and u know..i never
thought bout shaving my legs...but lacie looked at them and
said "wow time for u to shave" and my mom had given me this
lecture bout not shaving my legs till i was 16 cuz i only
had peachfuzz! so then i went to lacies house to stay the
night after our school dance! we were in the truck and we
were laughing at my friend jamies duck and then i said i
dont ever wanna forget the smell of their truck and i luved
how it smelt so i licked the seat! and lacie smiled so big
and i couldnt help but laugh so hard! :) and i just luv
when lacie smiles! it makes me feel loved! so then we got
to her house and went for a walk and it was hilarious! we
kept gettin scared cuz we were telling spooky stories and
shyt! so we ran home and like all sat on the couch..then
went upstairs then went back down and lacie came out with
shaving cream..a bowl of water...and a razer...she just
shaved my legs and my mom was mad but now my mom just
laughs when i start to talk bout it
lacies my gurl and she always will b.


and teenia was there the whole entire time laughing and
turning red like she does! i luv her so much for her lil
laugh and her red face ! hehe ...teenia marie and lacie
moutria will always b part of my family...so at the
moment...6:09 P.M i am listning to the song Dont let me Get
me by pink..and im begginin to cry...:( this sux!




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