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MY FOOTSTEPS in LiFe
2002-04-17 05:03:18 (UTC)

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im stuck here in this state of mentality. i tried to leave
it but a trail is left behind. once i think im free, it
finds me..following that faithful trail. too bad i dont
have a rain or a gust of wind to change the path, so that
it would leave me forever. and even if it did leave me, i
kno we will cross paths once again down the stretch of
life. i am unable to comprehend what goes on anymore. all i
kno of is that a smile gets u thru without the questions. i
simple smile is the weapon of desire when wished to be left
alone. yes.. that will get me thru, but it doesnt change
what it's doing to me. slowly, i kno that one day, i will
burst..i will come out of the well-worn smiling mask, and
it will all be revealed. its a transformation, something
unknown that will be exposed if this keeps on happening. i
doubt anyone will kno who i am. this is hidden, bound in
chains. but the chains will get rusty, and they will
break..sooner or later. lets hope for later. if your afraid
of the end, be afraid of whats inside of me and wat i am
capable of doing. will it happen? who knos. when will it
happen? today, tomorrow, 2 years, 3. like it, the date is
unknown. the only warning i can give you is watch out. dont
mess with me. im done with being fucked over....now its my
turn. is it anger i feel? no..its beyond that..its
undescrible..anger isnt it...dont worry, i wont do anything
crazy like the whole shooting rampage..im just capable of
that..i tend to like to damage internally...emotionally.
this is MY WARNING to you. its escaping...




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