~*Enslaved Horror*~

Life Has No Purpose
2002-04-17 04:28:29 (UTC)

Depression

I thought things were going good for a while. I am sitting
here crying right now though. Buddy thinks I am jealous
because Zach has a g/f...I'm not. I just didn't like the
one he had. Grrrr...why doesn't anyone ever listen to me?
I feel like I could go on forever and not get anyone's
attention. I feel really alone sometimes. I wish I didn't
cry so much, but I don't know what else to do. I feel like
nobody likes me at all...except Buddy...that's it. I don't
understand what I do wrong. I am such a fuck
up...no...because I am nothing. I don't have any friends
that give a shit about me. Why the hell am I so fucking
stupid. I don't see why people can't just accept who I am.
Maybe nobody likes me because I am not fake like everyone
else at my fucking school. I can't wait until I graduate.
I can tell all those sorry fuckers to kiss my ass and go
live with the person I know accepts and loves me.




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