I'm a girl, not a band!!!
2002-04-17 04:08:26 (UTC)


I skipped out on my speech today. Thank god I have one
make up. I shouldn't have done it though. I should have
been prepared and done everything when I was supposed to.
*sigh* Watched Brandyn tonight. He had a hissy fit about
putting away his crayons. I was going to out stubborn him,
cause I'm older and better at it, but there is no point
really. I'm not his mother, and I only need to be liked.
His dad, Adam, really restores my faith in the male sex. I
found out that he was living by himself with Brandyn for 3
years. From the time Brandyn was born to age 3. I am so
impressed. It means so much to me. I'm thrilled that he's
getting married, and that Brandyn loves Melissa (the wife
to be). I do want kids, one day. And I pray to God that I
find someone who's as fun and considerate and loving as
Adam is. It's so cool to watch him and Brandyn together.
Brandyn idolizes his dad, and well, it's just
really...amazing. I don't have any other words to describe
it. I am..........honored? is that the right word? to be
allowed this glimpse into their lives. I just.........it
does my heart good. I can't help it. I'm a sap.