endless thought
whats in a name?
DUMP CLIFF
man.. i really need to dump cliff. today i found out that
he used to sell vikaden.. man this is so fucked up, and he
told so many people that i gave him head, and im so mad and
i feel so stupid. i think i have this problem where i
think i owe something to everyone. but i figured something
out. at least for now. clif isnt at all what i thought he
was. allison huth was right. he is SCUM.
I am meant to be alone.
that is me.
I was reading over some old files last night and i came
across this conversation between wes (not from arnold) and
I.
Poba: You meet new people, you find a star...
Grl NOFX: and it flickers and fades
Poba: That star... can be elsewhere you know..
Grl NOFX: until it is out of your reach
Poba: Thats why i suggested getting away, but not...
Poba: Just detaching yourself.
Poba: might sound corny.
perhaps he is right.. but was this a hint? who knows. i
certainly dont. maybe i dont know anything anymore.
I am lost.
but where were they going with out ever knowing the way?
-val
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