Insensitive Kitten

...you're a God and I am not...

"I'm on the outside I'm looking in. I can see through you
see your true colors. Inside you're ugly, ugly like me. I
can see through you, see the real you."

I didn't sleep all last night.....around 11 I took a
nap.....had a nightmare....woke up.

And here I am.

I'm wasting.....decaying...

this song.....i can't stand it....

All I had today was a celery stick....and I feel so bloated
and ugly...like everyone can see I ate it.

I don't know....I have that feeling again today....that I'm
not in control of me.....something else is. I wanted to
sleep but I couldn't...I wanted to eat but I couldn't.

God I have a headache.....