Julia

Just another Nothing
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2001-05-26 22:18:16 (UTC)

Sucked into the void

Here comes the void! That mood that sort of sucks you into
this perpetual state of 'blah'. Where everything seems
silent...and grey, and almost womb-like. I'm neither
depressed, nor happy, dissapointed or excited. Its a like a
state of mind where your brain resolves to go in order to
reccouperate. Floating in its own ability to sponge
information. Today was a strange day. Like there was
electricity in the air. Which is sort of ironic since the
power went out at work today. I came home and Andrew and
Cliff wern't home. That sort of bummed me out..I really
wanted to cuddle with Andrew, and I'm dying to spend time
with Cliff. Andrew's getting so much bigger everyday that I
am afraid the void is going to cause me to not appreciate
every little second of that little boy's life. God..he's so
beautiful. Like everything pure and true that life is
supposed to be. I never knew that anything on this earth
could be that powerful. Its like he is the most powerful
thing...and all of us oldies who have been running around
for 20 years loose power the older we get. We just fall
into the holes....


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